媽 Mom...
我愛你，莉比 I love you, Libby.
我愛你，瓢蟲 I love you, ladybug.
永遠也不要忘記這一點 Don't you ever forget that.
莉比，你即將要告訴我們的， 非常，非常的重要 Libby, what you're about to tell us is very, very important.
班殺了你媽媽和你姐姐們嗎？ Did Ben kill your mom and your sisters?
事情發生時你在屋子裏 You were in the house when it happened.
所以告訴我們就是班 他殺死了他們，對不對？ So tell us. It was Ben. He killed them, right?
我內心有卑鄙的一面 I have a meanness inside me.
就像一個活生生的器官 Real as an organ.
這是戴家血案 It's the Day blood.
事情就是出錯了 Something's fuckin' wrong with it.
那晚他們被殺時我8歲，突然地我就家喻戶曉了-- I was eight the night they were killed and suddenly I was famous.
--堪薩斯州草原大屠殺的小孤女 The little orphan girl of the Kansas Prairie Massacre.
因此，陌生人給我錢 So, strangers send me money.
剛好夠我什麼也不必做 Just enough for me to do nothing.
這也正是我所做的 Which was exactly what I did.
還剩下多少？ How much is left?
你讀了我送給你的報告？ Do you read the reports I send you?
有時 Sometimes.
至少你有聽了我的信息？ Have you at least listened to my messages?
多少錢？ How much?
有$482元和12美分在你的基金戶頭 There is $482 and 12 cents left in your fund.
之前我所提到的… Now as I have mentioned before...
天啊… Jesus...
你如果能將它 ...had you been able to replenish it
以任何正常的收入補足 with any kind of regular income,
我們就可以一直勉強過得去 we'd have been able to keep it afloat.
你的租金也二個月沒繳了 You're also two months behind on your rent.
你的租金也二個月沒繳了
這本書怎麼樣？嗯？ What about the book? Hmm?
應該可以賺更多錢 That should have made more money.
我知道 有新的捐款人？ -I know. -Any new donations?
三十週年快到了 Thirtieth anniversary is coming up...
你知道，我可以… 人們的注意力是短暫的，莉比 -You know, I could... -People have short attention spans, Libby.
你知道，我可以… 人們的注意力是短暫的，莉比
而且我怕總是會有新的謀殺案 And there's always a new murder, I'm afraid.
他們想要幫助其他的小女孩 They want to help other little girls.
而事實是，你已不再是一個小女孩 And the truth is, you're not a little girl anymore.
我還沒準備好 I'm not ready for this.
但在某個方面 But in a way,
它可能變成是因禍得福 it could turn out to be a blessing in disguise.
並引領你的人生進入一個令人興奮的新階段 And lead you into an exciting new phase of your life.
當你長大了，你想成為什麼樣的人？ What do you want to be when you grow up?
你在開我玩笑嗎？ Are you fucking kidding me?
在過去，吉姆·傑弗裏斯常遞給我裝滿郵件的鞋盒 In the past Jim Jeffries used to hand me bulging shoe boxes full of mail.
這些信件中大多有支票 Most of them letters with checks inside.
作為回報，捐款者會得到 In return, donors would receive
以我厚重筆跡的套用信函，上面寫著： a form letter in my blocky handwriting that read...
「謝謝您的捐贈」 "Thank you for your donation.
「像你這樣的人，讓我期待一個更光明的未來」 "It's people like you who let me look forward to a brighter future.
「此致，莉比·戴」 "Yours truly, Libby Day."
您好？ Hello?
是萊爾·沃思嗎？ Is this Lyle Wirth?
是啊，請問是那位？ Yeah, who's asking?
我是莉比·戴，你之前寫信給我 It's Libby Day, you wrote me.
哦，天哪！真的嗎？莉比·戴？ Oh, holy cow! Really? Libby Day?
你在鎮裏？ Are you in town?
什麼意思，那個鎮？ What do you mean, which town?
嗯，你在堪薩斯城，你住這兒，對嗎？ Well, you're in Kansas City, that's where you live, right?
喂？ Hello?
是啊，我住在堪薩斯城 Yeah, I live in Kansas City.
聽著，你的酬勞，是認真的嗎？ Listen, your offer, is it serious?
萊爾·沃思看起來像一個連環殺手 Lyle Wirth looked like a serial killer.
這也可能意味著他不是 Which probably meant he wasn't one.
萊爾？ Lyle?
莉比？ Libby?
嗯，什麼？你在等別人嗎？ Yeah, what? You were expecting someone else?
嗯，什麼？你在等別人嗎？
哇，莉比·戴我太激動了，終於見到你了… Wow, Libby Day. I'm so excited to finally meet you...
好，放鬆 Okay, just fucking relax.
還有，嗯，不用怕 There's, uh, no reason to be scared.
我不是怕你 I'm not scared of you.
我只是想弄清楚你是什麼樣的人 I'm just trying to figure out what kind of a person
想說他媽的誰會要半夜在洗衣店跟人見面 wants to meet in a laundromat in the middle of the fucking night.
哦，不是你想的那樣。這店是我的 Oh, no, it's not what you think. I own this place.
我有二家店，我是一個企業家 I own two of them. I'm an entrepreneur.
我可以提供你什麼？ 比如說？ -Can I offer you something? -Like what?
洗滌劑？ Detergent?
要不要來杯咖啡… I was thinking maybe a coffee...
嘿，退回去！ 對不起 -Just take a fucking step back, man! -Sorry.
注意一下個人空間好嗎？ What is it with you and personal space?
行 All right.
告訴我這個俱樂部的事 Tell me about this club.
你知道有些人收集棒球卡？ You know how some guys collect baseball cards?
或是看八卦雜誌的女性 Or women who read gossip magazines
並對一些名人瞭若指掌的 and know everything about some celebrity.
像他們的寶寶的名字或他們在那個城鎮長大的？ Like their baby's name or the town where they grew up?
俱樂部就是這個樣子，只與謀殺案有關 This is like that, only it's about murders.
我們把它叫做殺手俱樂部 We call it the Kill Club.
它並不像聽起來那麼怪異 It's not as weird as it sounds.
它聽起來是很怪異
這就像一堆喜歡真實犯罪和神秘事件的人們 It's like a bunch of people who like true crimes and mysteries.
每個人都有他們熱愛的案件 You know, everyone has a case that they are passionate about.
你和你的家人都非常特別，對俱樂部來說意義重大 You and your family are very special. Huge with the club.
我的意思是，這是一個真實發生的悲劇 I mean, it's a real tragedy what happened.
你兄弟在牢裏待了28年 Your brother in jail, going on 28 years.
聽著，如果你和你的小俱樂部 Look, if you and your little club
想說服我，班是無辜的，你是在浪費時間 want to convince me that Ben's innocent, you're wasting your time.
來吧，就像，就像一個約定 Just come along, it's like... Like a convention.
多少錢？ How much?
五百美元。那裏會有很多收藏家 Five hundred dollars. And there will be a lot of collectors there,
因此從你的童年帶來任何紀念品… so bring any souvenirs from your childhood...
我要一千 I want a thousand.
我可以給你700 I can give you 700.
然後你告訴我們關於那天發生的事 And you let us pick your brain about what happened that day.
然後你告訴我們關於那天發生的事
好 Fine.
是嗎？ Yeah?
是的。成交 Yeah. Deal.
1985年，堪薩斯州，金納基市
我賭做不到！ I betcha can't!
來，走吧！ Come on, let's go!
嘿！不來點早餐嗎？ Hey! What about breakfast?
你不覺得那頂帽子有點熱嗎？ It's a little warm out for that hat, don't you think?
你不覺得那頂帽子有點熱嗎？
坐下來，女孩們。坐下 Settle down girls. Settle down.
嘿，班 Hey, Ben.
嘿，莉比 我很喜歡你的鹽山 -Hey, Libby. -I like your salt mountain.
哦，是嗎？ Oh, yeah?
媽，班和莉比正在桌上胡搞 Mom, Ben and Libby are making a mess at the table.
親愛的，沒關係 Sweetie, it's fine.
米雪，幫每個人都倒杯果汁 Michelle, can you make sure everyone has juice.
媽！莉比拿了我盤子的煎餅 Mom! Libby took my pancake off my plate.
莉比，班… Libby, Ben...
雞蛋？ Eggs?
媽媽，班在家裏戴帽子，根本就不冷。咄！ Mom, Ben's wearing a hat inside. It's not even cold. Duh!
米雪，你說得對。班，你需要脫掉你的帽子 Michelle, you're right. Ben, you need to take off your hat.
在餐桌上載帽子沒禮貌 It's not polite to wear a hat at the table.
在餐桌上載帽子沒禮貌
班 Ben.
媽，班看起來像他金屬樂團海報中的餓鬼 Mom, Ben looks like some ghoul from one of his metal band posters.
為什麼？ Why?
這只是頭髮，別大驚小怪 It's just hair, Mom. Don't freak out.
待會兒回來 - I'll be back later.
這不是我第一次在會議或聚會上拿到錢 It wasn't the first time I'd been offered money for conferences or meetings.
過去多年我一直在提供各種扭曲的交易 I'd been offered all sorts of twisted deals over the years.
要一些糖果嗎，小女孩？ Want some sweets, little girl?
莉比！ Libby!
歡迎來到我們的俱樂部 什麼？ -Welcome to our club. -What?
我說「歡迎到我們的俱樂部！」 I said, "Welcome to our club!"
要不要帶你四處看看？ You want me to show you around?
要不要帶你四處看看？
我要我的錢 I want my money.
來吧 來樓上瞧瞧 Come on. I'll show you upstairs.
殺手俱樂部或「KC」 The Kill Club,
基本上是個著名謀殺案的解謎者與粉絲的俱樂部 or "KC," as we call it, is basically for solvers and fans of famous murders.
每個人從范妮·亞當斯到兇手到… Everyone from Fanny Adams to the killer...
誰是范妮·亞當斯？ Who's Fanny Adams?
1867年時在英格蘭，她年僅八歲被切成碎片 She's an eight-year-old who got chopped to bits in England back in 1867.
和你一起走下樓梯的傢伙 嗯 -That guy you passed with the sweets downstairs. -Mmm-hmm.
他扮演殺她的兇手，弗雷德裏克·貝克 He was playing the role of her murderer, Frederick Baker.
我的老天呀… Jesus Christ...
你們需要一個生命 You guys need to get a life.
是的，我們一直在努力推出角色扮演者 Yeah, we've been trying to push the role players out,
但是，太多人都想要 but, too many guys are into that.
另外，它是我們一個良好的收入來源 Plus, it's a good source of income for us.
我們？ 解謎者 -Us? -The solvers.
我們是一個嚴肅的組織 We're a serious-minded organization.
我們的階級成員有前警察， Among our ranks are ex-cops,
私人保險調查員，律師 private and insurance investigators, lawyers.
我們破解案件。我們做這檔事。 We solve crimes. It's what we do.
萊爾。你的年輕朋友是誰？ Lyle. Who's your young friend?
鮑勃·佈雷德拉，這是莉比·戴 Bob Bredella, this is Libby Day.
呃，是堪薩斯州農場大屠殺那位 Whose, uh, family was at the Kansas farm house massacre.
喔… Oh...
如果你有一隻公雞，現在已成垃圾裏的碎片了 If you had a cock you would be in pieces in my garbage right now.
碎肉我不加辣椒 Parts that I didn't use for chili.
碎肉我不加辣椒
他媽的放開你的手！瘋子！ Get your fucking hands off me! You freak!
我只是開個玩笑對不起 你覺得好玩嗎？ -I'm kidding. I'm sorry. -You think that's funny?
只是在開玩笑 你他媽的肥豬！ -Only kidding. -You fat fuck!
只是在開玩笑 你他媽的肥豬！
這不會是在殺手俱樂部的第一次戰鬥 That wouldn't have been the first fight at Kill Club,
但它會是最奇怪的 but it would've been the weirdest.
你知道嗎，我要走了 You know what, I'm outta here.
不，不，不。莉比，拜託 No, no, no. Libby, please.
我不想再這樣做了 I don't want to do this anymore.
不，不我能理解為什麼你不喜歡 No, no. I can understand why you wouldn't like it so far.
好 但我們並不全都這樣 Okay. But we're not all like that.
你看，給我一個機會。看看這個 Look, just give me a chance. Look at this in here.
這是一群認為他們已經確定連環殺手的PI(私家偵探) It's a bunch of PI's who think they've identified a serial killer.
他們要逮捕某個 They're about to catch some guy
已經跨州的傢伙 who has been crossing states.
他在密蘇里，堪薩斯，俄克拉荷馬等州幫忙殺人 You know, Missouri, Kansas, Oklahoma, to help kill people.
什麼意思，幫忙？ What do you mean, help?
什麼意思，幫忙？
他們叫他債務天使 They call him the Angel of Debt.
他們認為他像傑克基佛基安(安樂死推廣者) They think he's like a Jack Kevorkian
對於信用不良的人， for people with bad credit,
和沒有出路而有良好的壽險 good life insurance and no way out.
和沒有出路而有良好的壽險
你會喜歡我們的小組 嚴肅，沒有制服 You'll like our group. It's serious, no costumes.
大家好。很榮幸介紹我們的嘉賓， Hi everyone. It's my honor to present our special guest,
和殺手俱樂部的年度明星 and the star of this year's Kill Club.
莉比·戴 Libby Day.
大約凌晨2:00，10月13日，1985年 Around 2:00 a.m. on October the 13th, 1985,
一個或數個人打死了三個戴家的人 a person or persons killed three members of the Day family
在堪薩斯州，他們位於金納基的農場房子 in their farm house in Kinnakee, Kansas.
最小的孩子，莉比 The youngest child, Libby,
從母親的房間的窗戶逃過一劫 escaped the killer through a window in her mother's room.
老大班傑明沒有不在場證明 The oldest child, Benjamin, never produced an alibi
並且對警察非常不合作 and was extremely uncooperative with the police.
莉比作證 Libby testified,
她看到班犯下謀殺罪行 she saw Ben commit the murders.
儘管莉比的困惑證詞 Despite Libby's confused testimony,
而且年輕 and young age,
儘管完全缺乏物證 and despite a startling lack of physical evidence,
班·戴被定罪 Ben Day was convicted.
主要基於傳言說他參與了魔鬼崇拜 Based largely on rumors that he was involved in Devil worship.
說完了？ You done?
我覺得一般來說是朗納·戴 I think the general consensus is that Runner Day,
她的父親干的 her father, did it.
我的意思是，他去找佩蒂想要勒索 I mean, he goes to Patty, tries to bully her for money,
像往常一樣一無所獲後，他抓狂了 as usual gets nothing, and he goes haywire.
我的意思是，這個傢伙瘋了，對吧？ I mean, the guy was crazy, right?
對。我不知道… Right. I don't know...
我不瞭解他，他離開的時候我好像…二歲 Look, I didn't know him, he left when I was, like, two.
他現在在哪裏？ 我不知道 -Where is he now? -I don't know.
在米雪的床單有血跡 There was a blood stain on Michelle's bed sheets.
不是這家人的血型 Different blood type than anyone in the family.
但因為床單來自古德威爾 But since the sheets were from Goodwill,
檢察官說血跡可能來自任何地方 prosecutor says that blood could have come from anywhere.
是啊，我們是窮人 Yeah, we were poor.
一大堆來自古德威爾的狗屎 A lot of our shit came from Goodwill, okay?
你還記得什麼不平常的嗎？ Do you remember anything out of the ordinary
那一天發生的？ 像什麼？ -happening that day? -Like what?
比如說你母親對 克瑞絲·凱茲醜聞的反應 Like, how your mother reacted to the Krissi Cates scandal.
誰？ 克瑞絲·凱茲 -Who? -Krissi Cates.
我不知道她是誰 I don't know who that is.
你在書中提到了她 You mentioned her in your book.
我沒有寫那本書 我甚至沒讀過 I didn't write that book. I didn't even read it.
那 崔·提帕諾呢？ What about Trey Teepano?
那 班·載呢？你想要聽到我說他什麼？ What about Ben Day? You want to hear what I have to say about him?
拜託，這是有史以來司法最粗暴的不公 Please, this is the grossest miscarriage of justice ever.
這女人在做什麼？ What is this woman's deal?
瑪格達正努力於釋放你哥 Magda here is very involved in the effort to free your brother.
他是個很棒的人他會畫畫，寫詩 He's a wonderful man. He draws, he writes poetry.
你應該去瞭解他，莉比，真的應該 You should get to know him, Libby. You really should.
三周後，該窗口將關閉 In three weeks, that window is going to close.
什麼？ What?
為了解決這個犯罪 In order to solve this crime,
我們需要編譯新的證據， we need to compile new evidence and
如果你不公正，你可以宣佈放棄你的證詞 if you were inclined, you could recant your testimony
當我們提交人身保護令，時間至關重要 when we file for habeas corpus. But time is of the essence.
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
喔，由於預算削減 Oh, because of budget cuts,
大於10年以上的案件 they are consolidating departments and disposing of evidence
他們正在整合部門和處理證據 from cases older than 10 years.
他們正在整合部門和處理證據
這意味著，在三周後，班的文件將被銷毀 Which means, in three weeks' time, Ben's file will be shredded.
你們只是一些喜歡謀殺、 You're just a few people
神秘事件和真正犯罪的人 who like murder mysteries and true crimes...
莉比。班是無辜的，而我們正在努力證明 Libby. Ben is innocent and we're trying to prove it.
他甚至從來沒有申請上訴！ He's never even filed for an appeal!
他曾八次有足夠的理由上訴，但他已經失去了希望 He's had reason enough for eight appeals but he has lost hope.
很好 Good.
請幫… 不 -Please help... -No.
這不是陰謀論… 嘿，別這樣！ -It's not a conspiracy theory... -Hey, don't be like that!
把你的手拿開！ Get your hands off me!
至少留下來試圖說服我們 At least stay and try and convince us.
我告訴過你，她不會做的，懶惰的小騙子 I told you she wouldn't bother, lazy little liar.
對，這就是你，你一直就是這樣，騙子！ Yes, that's what you are and what you've always been. A liar!
你們不在乎那天晚上發生了什麼事 You don't know shit about what happened that night.
你們全不在乎 None of you.
跑！跑！ Run! Run!
不！ --No!
莉比！莉比！ Libby! Libby!
莉比！ Libby!
他們都死了！ They're all dead!
「有一次我在美術課時認識了一個名叫班的」 "Once I was in art class and met a boy named Ben.
「這是他的心，我知道我會贏得它」 "It was his heart I knew I would win.
「他有藍色的大眼睛和非常好的皮膚」 "He has big blue eyes and really nice skin.
「要來嗎？」 "Are you 'in'?"
「今天是週六，我想你。猜猜是誰？」 "It's Saturday and I'm thinking of you. Guess who?"
嘿，你沒看到這裏有人嗎？ Hey, do you know someone here?
嘿，你沒看到這裏有人嗎？
他 Him.
嘿嘿 Hey. Hey.
嘿，你認識這小子？ Hey, do you know this kid?
不，我不和中學生一掛 No, I don't hang out with middle-schoolers.
滾蛋 - Fuck off.
呵呵，小傢伙生氣了 Oh, little guy's pissed.
好吧，夥計，這是怎麼回事？ 我認識你還是什麼？ Okay, dude, what's up? Do I know you or what?
我是 崔的朋友，我總是來這裏 I'm a friend of Trey's, I come here all the time.
你這個騙子。那個瘋狂的印度仔沒有朋友 You liar. That crazy Indian doesn't have any friends.
他真的是印度人？我看起來亞洲人長得都一樣 Is he even really Indian? He looks Asian to me.
我想為他是，呃，他們是怎麼說的 I think he's, uh, what do they call it,
就像一個混血兒。他就像兩個不同的東西 like, a mixed blood. He's like two different things.
因此，像他喝醉的爺爺強姦了一個中國妓女？ So, like, his drunken granddad raped a Chinese whore?
你最好嘴巴放乾淨點 You better watch your mouth,
崔會讓你嚇的屁滾尿流 Trey's into some scary ass shit.
崔會讓你嚇的屁滾尿流
撒旦狗屎 Satanic shit.
是的，我們有時會遇到些漂亮的黑色狗屎 Yeah, we get into some pretty dark shit sometimes.
你是殺牛的那些傢伙之一嗎？ You're one of the guys that killed the cows?
你是殺牛的那些傢伙之一嗎？
我們必需這樣 We have to.
這是命令 It's an order.
兄弟，這是一個奇怪的命令 這是我的漢堡 Bro, that's a weird order. That was my hamburger.
看他的臉 Look at his face.
有時候，事情已經不行了 我們必須要殺死他們 Sometimes things have to die. We have to kill them.
就像耶穌要求犧牲，撒旦也是 Just like Jesus requires sacrifice, so does Satan.
媽，班有麻煩了嗎？ Mom, is Ben in trouble?
不，親愛的，是班的罰款 No, sweetie, Ben's fine.
你確定？ 米雪，你想要什麼？ -Are you sure? -Michelle, what do you want?
你確定？ 米雪，你想要什麼？
我聽到傳言 I heard rumors.
什麼樣的傳言？ What kind of rumors?
媽媽，有車來了！ Mom, there's a car coming!
是誰？ Who is it?
早 Morning.
謝謝 Thank you.
那個小間諜是誰？ Who's the little spy?
那是莉比 That's Libby.
她有像媽媽一樣的藍色大眼睛 She's got big blue eyes like her mom.
她有像媽媽一樣的藍色大眼睛
你家族打那兒來的？愛爾蘭？ Where are your people from originally? Ireland?
德國 我的娘家姓克勞斯 Germany. My maiden name was Krause.
靠近方舟市附近還有一個德國農民 There was another German farmer near Ark City.
去年夏天，他的料斗歪了 Last summer, his hopper went screwy
倒了4000磅的小麥在他身上 and dumped 4000 pounds of wheat on him.
可憐的傢伙淹在裏面 Poor fellow drowned in it.
他們來救他之前他就悶死了 He suffocated before they could get to him.
我知道這個故事 他的農場每況愈下 -I know the story. -His farm's going under.
他欠我們，呃，我的意思是， 聯邦住房管理局很多錢 He owed us, uh, I mean, the FHA a lot of money.
為什麼你在星期六工作， 約瑟夫，有什麼問題嗎？ Why you working on a Saturday, Joseph, is something wrong?
為什麼你在星期六工作， 約瑟夫，有什麼問題嗎？
他們要取消抵押品贖回權 They're going to foreclose.
為什麼現在？ Why now?
因為他們已經不值錢了 Prices aren't what they used to be.
豐收造成了 A strong harvest is what brought
價格的下跌，明年可能就會改變 those prices down, that could change next year.
你變不出把戲來翻身了 There's no way for you to come out on top.
我可以賣些牲畜，賣一些機器 I could sell the animals, I'll sell some of the machinery.
動物不值多少錢 The animals aren't worth much.
你已經賣了大部分的機器 You already sold most of the machinery.
有個辦法 There's got to be a way.
銀行表示，他們會回來… 你的銀行也破產了 -Banks said they would back... -Your bank's going under, too.
對不起 I'm sorry.
他們只是試圖擺脫我們 They're just trying to get rid of us.
他們只是試圖擺脫我們
我不知道「他們」是誰 I'm not sure who "they" are.
唯一解決這個問題的方法就是錢 The only way to fix this is money.
我說的是乞求， I'm talking beg,
借用，偷竊 borrow, steal.
自尊的時代已經過了，帕蒂 Time for pride is over, Patty.
莉比？你即將要告訴我們的，非常，非常的重要 Libby? What you're about to tell us is very, very important.
班殺了你媽媽和你的姐姐們嗎？ Did Ben kill your mom and your sisters?
事情發生時你在屋裏，所以告訴我們 You were in the house when it happened, so tell us.
就是班，他殺死了他們，對不對？ It was Ben, he killed them, right?
聽著，我一直在思考 Listen, I've been thinking.
如果我要再多深入調查這個案件， If I were to look into this case some more,
你的俱樂部負擔的起費用嗎？ is that something your club would be able to finance?
你的俱樂部負擔的起費用嗎？
你改變主意？ You changed your mind?
沒有，就我而言，班是殺手，但… No, as far as I'm concerned Ben is the killer, but...
沒有，就我而言，班是殺手，但…
我需要錢 I need money.
我願意提供我在俱樂部3周任你差遣 I'm willing to offer your club three weeks of my life in exchange.
聽起來並不怎麼樣 That doesn't sound very noble.
隨你 不，等等。莉比，莉比 -Whatever. -No, wait. Libby. Libby.
你真的與朗納沒有聯繫？ Do you really have no contact with Runner?
你真的與朗納沒有聯繫？
沒有 No.
那麼，跟蹤他應該是個好點子 Well, it might be a good idea to track him down.
雖然，我個人不認為是朗納干的 Although, personally I don't think Runner did it.
雖然，我個人不認為是朗納干的
你的理論呢？ What's your theory?
我還沒準備好要分享 I'm not quite ready to share that yet.
哦，少來！如果班是無辜的，他為什麼不設法脫身？ Oh, come on! If Ben is so innocent, why doesn't he try to get out?
也許你應該和他談談 Maybe you should go talk to him.
也許你應該和他談談
不 No.
我們先從其他人開始 We start with other people first.
這是什麼？ 跟錢有關？ What is it? Is it a money thing?
我只是不喜歡浪費我的時間，好嗎？ I just don't like wasting my time, okay?
我只是不喜歡浪費我的時間，好嗎？
好 Okay.
$300…如何？ How about... $300?
你從哪裏得到這些錢？ Where do you get this money?
作為掌櫃，我有些可自由運用的資金 As treasurer, I have a certain amount of discretionary funds.
這個計劃我打算花這些錢 This is the project I choose to use them for.
什麼？有什麼好笑的？ --What? What's so funny?
你是一個高尚的貪污犯，所以很有趣 You're a noble embezzler. That's what's funny.
真討人喜歡 謝謝 -That makes you almost likable. -Thanks.
我還提前需要500元 I need 500 more. An advance.
為什麼？ Why?
因為我得到店裏取車 'Cause I got to get my car out of the shop.
因為我得到店裏取車
它已經被挾持六個月了 It's been held hostage for the last six months.
它已經被挾持六個月了
我需要一輛車 I'm going to need a car.
沒問題 All right.
你最好有好表現 是啊，是啊，我會的 -You better play ball. -Yeah, yeah, I will.
去看看班 Go see Ben.
這一切都始於他 It all starts with him.
不，這一切與他結束。他殺了他們 No, it all ends with him. He killed them.
不，這一切與他結束。他殺了他們
我是認真的 莉比，去和他談談 I'm serious, Libby, go talk to him...
很好！我會跟他談！ Fine! I'll talk to him!
只是為了證明你完全錯了 Just to prove you freaks wrong.
讓胖婊子瑪格達哭 Make that fat bitch Magda cry.
我想… I think...
當我站在我媽房間的門前時我看到了班 I saw Ben as I was standing at the door of my mom's room.
他用我們的獵槍威脅她 He was threatening her with our shotgun.
撒旦鼓勵你做感覺良好的事 Satan encourages you to do what feels good.
因為基本上我們都是野獸 Because we're all basically animals.
因為基本上我們都是野獸
坐下。安靜 - Settle down. Quiet.
班傑明，你真的明白這個非常重要，是嗎？ Benjamin, you do understand this is very serious, don't you?
嗨，莉比 Hi, Libby.
嘿，班 Hey, Ben.
我從來沒有想過會在這裏見到你 I never thought I'd see you here.
是啊，我從來沒有想過我會來 Yeah well, I never thought I'd come.
原來你外頭有一堆粉絲 Turns out you got a couple of fans outside.
人們把你視為受害者，演的真好 People who take you for the victim, well played.
過去這些年我一直在想你的事 I thought about you a lot over the years.
每過一段時間，有人告訴我你 Every once in a while, someone tells me about you
但感受完全不同 but it's not the same.
過的怎麼樣？ How's it in there?
我很好。真的。我有高中畢業文憑 I'm fine. Really, I am. I have my high school diploma.
我用其他方式取得一個大學學位--英語 I'm even part way to a college degree. English.
我現在他媽的在讀莎士比亞 I read fucking Shakespeare now.
對你有好處 Good for you.
莉比，你真漂亮 Man, Libby, you're so beautiful.
莉比，你真漂亮
你有媽媽的眼睛 You've got Mom's eyes.
你必需一直聽到那個 You must hear that all the time.
誰可以告訴我嗎？ Who would tell me that?
朗納不見了，不知道在哪裏 Runner's gone, don't know where.
戴安娜死了 Diane's dead.
身邊一個人都沒有 There's no one.
這樣不好。他們應該給你你更好的照顧 That's not good. They should've taken better care of you.
你重生了嗎？嗯？ You're born again? Hmm?
你在那裏找到了耶穌？為什麼你對我這麼好？ You found Jesus in there? Why are you being so nice to me?
我不是很好，莉比 I'm not that nice, Libby.
我生一大堆人的氣 I got a lot of anger for a lot of people.
只是，你不是其中之一 Just, you're not one of them.
怎麼了？ What?
你不一樣了 You're different.
你比我想像的還不同 You're different than I imagined.
你比我想像的還不同
你知道，我們不需要留在這個房間裏 You know, we don't have to stay in this room.
這間房被指定給死刑犯 This room is designated for death row inmates.
我們可以在一個開放的房間 We can be in an open room.
除非你要這一個？ Unless you requested this one?
記得那匹馬，耶魯？ Remember that horse, Yellow?
耶魯？ Yellow?
那匹拒絕被騎的名馬？ The famous horse that refused to be ridden?
怎麼，它咬你？ 沒那麼戲劇性 -What, did he bite you? -Nothing that dramatic.
只是覺得我有好好的抓住它時， Just thought I had a good hold of him,
它把我甩在柵欄上 he threw me against the fence
把我的手甩在一個釘子上 and slammed my hand against a nail.
朗納在這裏？ Runner been in here?
你知道他在哪裏？ You know where he is?
最後一封信來自 The last letter came care of
在奧克拉何馬州某處的伯特·諾蘭集團男性之家 Bert Nolan's Group Home for Men somewhere in Oklahoma.
他跟我要500美元來繼續他的研究 He asked me for $500 to carry on his research
祝好。朗納 on my behalf. Good ol' Runner.
你手上的刺青是什麼意思？ What's the tat on your arm?
哦，這是一個古老的火焰 Oh, it's a old flame.
我們開始當筆友 We started out as pen pals.
我想我愛她 我以為我們會結婚 I thought I loved her. Thought we'd get married.
你呢？ 你有男朋友嗎？ How about you? You got a boyfriend?
你呢？ 你有男朋友嗎？
別那樣 Don't do that.
你怎麼可以？ 你不能這樣做 How dare you? You don't get to do that.
莉比，我… Libby, I'm...
不，你不可以問我他媽的這些問題 No, you don't get to ask me fucking questions.
我的意思是，我妹妹來了 I mean, here comes my little sister
畢竟這麼多年了 而且我想 after all these years. And I'm thinking,
「也許這件事可以落幕了」 "Maybe this one thing will work out."
也許我不會他媽的那麼孤獨 Maybe I won't be so fucking lonely.
也許我不會他媽的那麼孤獨
我們可以談一匹該死的馬 We can talk about a goddamn horse,
這就是我所要的 that's all I'm asking for,
就像這樣微小的事情 something just as tiny as that.
就像這樣微小的事情
我不記得馬 I don't remember the horse.
耶魯？ Yellow?
它是一隻骯髒的農場老馬 但它是你的馬 It was a dirty old farm horse. But it was your horse.
我怎麼不記得？ How come I can't remember him?
當媽媽不得不賣掉它時你還小 You were pretty young when Mom had to sell him.
她傷心欲絕 但她需要錢 Broke her heart, but she needed the money.
我可以告訴你，關於它的一切 I can tell you all about him.
來吧，問問題 Go ahead, ask the question.
我不需要問 我知道你殺了他們 I don't need to ask. I know you killed them.
不，我沒有 No, I did not.
當然沒有，我是一個在滿房間女孩的十幾歲少男 Of course not, I was a teenage boy in a house full of girls.
在學校裏沒有人注意我 At school I was the kid that nobody paid attention to.
在法庭時，人們被我嚇壞了 In that court room, people were scared of me.
我是一個壞蛋 I was a bad ass.
一個殺了他家人的壞蛋 A bad ass who killed his family.
莉比，我是傻瓜 Libby, I was a fool,
但我沒有殺媽媽或黛比或米雪 but I did not kill Mom or Debby or Michelle.
那麼，為什麼有你從來沒有申請上訴？ Then why have you never filed for an appeal?
嗯？ Hmm?
你這麼喜歡那裏， 你想待在那裏？ You like it so much in there, you want to stay there?
你知道我怎麼想？ 我覺得你滿口謊言 You know what I think? I think you're full of shit.
你看起來真棒。告訴你 You look awesome. Told ya.
你不覺得對你來說我太老了嗎？ You don't think I might be too old for you, huh?
什麼意思？
是說17歲對你的品味來說太老了 Means that 17 might just be too old for your taste.
來吧 Come on.
來吧，班。專心。 來吧。寶貝 Come on, Ben. Focus on me. Come on, baby.
你就這點本事？ Is that all you got?
我今天在商場看到一對夫婦朋友 You know, I saw a couple of friends today at the mall.
你知道一個叫克瑞絲·凱茲的小女孩？ You know a little girl named Krissi Cates?
嗯，是的 Um, yeah.
她在我課後協助的美術班上。怎麼了？ She's in that art class I've been helping out with after school. Why?
她在我課後協助的美術班上。怎麼了？
你從來沒有告訴過我美術課，班 You never told me about no art class, Ben.
啊，我只是幫助孩子 Yeah, well, I'm just helping kids.
一個老師要我幫忙的 One of my old teachers asked me to.
好了，他們說警察正在找你 Well, they say the police are looking for ya.
他們說你對一些小女孩做了一些頑皮的事 They say you did some naughty things to some little girls.
每個人都叫你性變態 Everyone's calling you a perv.
每個人都叫你性變態
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
我愛你 I love you.
噓～ Shh...
寶寶在踢 The baby's kicking.
黛安阿姨！ It's Aunt Diane!
車裏有更多的袋子 There are more bags in the car,
裝了很多驚喜！去拿吧。 with some surprises! Go get them.
裝了很多驚喜！去拿吧。
你不用這樣的 這是我該做的 -You shouldn't have. -It's what I do.
你還好嗎？ Are you okay?
窮途末路了 The wolves are at the door.
太多了 That's too much.
我愛這片土地 I love the land.
就像愛你的孩子 It's like loving your kids.
我知道你可能不懂我的意思， I know you probably don't know what I mean,
是種壓倒一切的感覺 but it's this overwhelming feeling.
是種壓倒一切的感覺
看著它成長、繁殖。週而復始。 Watching it grow and produce. And reproduce.
但是，你每天只能工作這麼多小時， But you can only work so many hours a day,
每周這麼多天，佩蒂 and so many days a week, Patty.
你什麼都靠自己，從來沒有任何機會 All by yourself, you never stood a chance.
你早該像我一樣做，離開這個地方 You should have done like me and left this place.
你這麼聰明，早該去上大學 You should have gone to college, you're the brains.
這是爸爸媽媽的農場 It's Mom and Dad's farm.
我知道 I know.
是時候該放手了 我沒有看到班 It's time to let it go. I don't see Ben.
他一早就離開了 He left early this morning.
他最近怎麼樣？ How are things with him?
很麻煩 Difficult.
他在哪裏？ Where is he?
不知道，怎麼了？ I don't know, why?
所以，你覺得，是個男孩還是女孩？ So what do you think, is it a boy or a girl?
我不知道。我怎麼會知道？ I don't know. How would I know?
我不知道。我怎麼會知道？
哦，所以你是說你不在乎 Oh, so you're saying you don't care.
不，我當然關心 嗯,嗯 -No, I do care. -Mmm-hmm.
實際上我在想如果是女的要取什麼名字 I was actually thinking of some names if it's a girl.
那麼，要不要說來聽聽？ Well, do you care to share?
嗯，還沒想好 Mmm, not yet.
你肯定米雪還沒有發現？ Are you sure Michelle hasn't found out?
你肯定米雪還沒有發現？
她什麼都沒說 She hasn't said anything.
這個小黃鼠狼 That little weasel.
我發誓，如果她被我逮到的話… You know, I swear if I ever get my hands on her...
閉嘴 Shut up.
你知道，我答應過我爸，班 You know I've promised my Dad, Ben.
他說，如果他發現我不是一個處女了 他會用槍打爆我的頭 He said if he ever found out I wasn't a virgin anymore he'd shoot me in the head.
他說，如果他發現我不是一個處女了 他會用槍打爆我的頭
所以，告訴你多嘴的妹妹 So you tell your nosy little sister
別在學校給我說三道四 to stop talking shit about me at school.
在我爸發現之前 - Before he finds out.
嘿，我是崔 Hey, it's Trey!
他媽的離開給我滾蛋 Quit fucking around and get out of there.
你不認識他，班 You don't know him, Ben.
你不知道他會做什麼 You don't know what he's capable of.
你不知道他會做什麼
你知道嗎，我覺得在我們的父母回來前 我們應該離開鎮上 You know, I think we should leave town before our parents get back.
好 Okay.
真的嗎？這麼簡單 Really? That easy.
什麼？ 你要靠什麼養活我們？ -What? -How are you going to support us?
什麼？ 你要靠什麼養活我們？
你必須找到一份工作，或… You'll have to get a job or...
我不知道 跟朗納要錢 I don't know, ask Runner for money.
朗納？我爸？ Runner? My dad?
是啊。他在工作吧？ Yeah. He makes money, right?
他做些雜務，苦力，勞工… He does handyman stuff, for work, labor...
他在農場工作 你在開玩笑嗎？ -He works on farms. -Are you kidding?
是啊，不然你以為呢？ Well, yeah, what did you expect?
是啊，不然你以為呢？
崔！班不知道他爸的事！ Trey! Ben doesn't know about his dad!
你這個可憐的酒囊飯袋 You sorry sack of shit.
你不知道你爸的事？真他媽的見鬼了，老兄 You don't know about your dad? What the fuck, dude?
嘿，班。你在抽煙你爸的煙草，哥們 Hey, Ben. You're smoking your dad's weed, buddy.
你們在說什麼？ What are you guys talking about?
他欠了一大筆賭債。聽說他在德州。 It's crap and he overcharges. Said he got it in Texas.
我們去找朗納，親愛的 Let's go find Runner, honey.
我們可以得到一些錢 離開這個鬼地方 So we can get some money. Get the hell out of here.
整個美國的青少年都在玩 Teenagers across America are playing
一個新的可怕的遊戲 with a new and frightening game.
撒旦 Satanism.
他們的課本標畫了撒旦的符號 Their school books are marked up by Satanic symbols.
他們受重金屬英雄誘惑 They are seduced by heavy metal heroes,
許多人放映撒旦影像 many of whom feature Satanic imagery
在他們的歌曲和專輯封面 in their songs and album covers.
關於暴力的執著，邪惡和死亡 The fixation on violence, evil and death
導致他們犯下可惡的罪行 leads them to commit abominable crimes,
包括人類祭品和兒童的性虐待 including human sacrifice and sexual abuse of children.
我們正處在一個新撒旦時代的陣痛期 We're in the very throes of a new Satanic age...
當時每個人。警察，法官，精神病學界 Everyone at the time. Police, judges, the psychiatric community,
他們看到邪惡無所不在 they were seeing Satanists everywhere.
不是嗎？ And there weren't?
一些失落，失意的孩子唱這些歌詞太誇張？ A few lost, frustrated kids take those lyrics too literally?
沒錯，但真正罪犯邪惡的呢？ Yes, but real criminal Satanists?
調查員怎麼說？ What did the investigation say?
犯罪現場被污染 The crime scene was contaminated.
人們整天在房子進進出出 People traipsing in and out of the house all day
違反了警察所有的程序規則，但沒人在意 was against all the rules of police procedure, but no one cared.
他們有完美的罪魁禍首 They had the perfect culprit,
在一個沒人喜歡城裏的陌生少年 a strange teenage boy that no one in town liked much
還聽重金屬。就是這麼方便。 and listened to heavy metal. You know, it was convenient.
我有這些文件你可以看看 I've got the files so you can take a look.
莉比，這不是一個請求 這是工作的一部分 Libby, it's not a request. It's part of the job.
真的嗎？就像是你們要班出來 Seriously? It's like you guys want Ben out
而不管他所做的。實在荒謬 more than he does. It's ridiculous.
你覺得他怎麼樣？ What did you think of him?
我不知道，萊爾 I don't know, Lyle.
你有沒有聽說過他和他的嚴肅女友？ Did you ever hear about him with his serious girlfriend?
莫莉還是波莉？類似的 Molly or Polly? Something like that.
不，從沒聽過 No. It doesn't ring a bell.
也許沒什麼 It's probably nothing.
他的手臂有個刺青 He had a tattoo of it on his arm.
這也可能是另一個瑪格達 It's probably another Magda.
你想說什麼？ Will you just tell me?
告訴我，你認為是誰做的？ Just tell me, who do you think did it?
我覺得是婁·蓋茲干的 I think Lou Cates did it.
克瑞絲·蓋茲的父親 Krissi Cates' father.
他有暴力史 Found out he had a history of violence,
加重刑期入獄 went to jail for aggravated battery.
加重刑期入獄
你仍然不知道克瑞絲·蓋茲是誰吧？ You still have no idea who Krissi Cates is, do you?
你仍然不知道克瑞絲·蓋茲是誰吧？
不 No.
莉比… Libby...
拜託，我知道你討厭這麼做，但能不能試試？ Come on, I know you hate doing this, but could you try?
你已經不能脫身了，就試試吧。你很聰明 You're stuck with us anyway, just try. You're smart,
你自己會發現事情不對勁。只要… you'll see for yourself that something's not right. Just...
只要看看文件 Just take a look at the folder.
來吧，你會看到的，拜託 Come on, you'll see. Please.
從我7歲起，我只看到班的片斷 Since I was seven I'd only seen flashes of Ben.
像在鬼屋中的一些邪惡的實體 Like some evil entity in a haunted house.
但是，我都忘了班原來的樣子 But I'd forgotten there was once just Ben.
我的兄弟 My brother.
嚴重害羞 Shy. Serious.
無法做他們說的 Couldn't have done what they said.
我所說的 What I said.
克瑞絲·蓋茲的騷擾和謀殺沒有法律關聯 The molestation of Krissi Cates and the murders weren't legally linked.
但是每個人都聽到了傳聞，陪審團肯定對他非常反感 But everyone had heard the rumors and the jury was surely poisoned against him.
奇怪的是 Oddly,
所有的小女孩全都退縮 而且蓋茲家從來沒有提出控告 all the little girls backed down and the Cates family never pressed charges.
殺手俱樂部在堪薩斯的恩波裏亞找到克瑞絲·凱茲的母親 The Kill Club found Krissi Cates mother in Emporia, Kansas.
但她從不回電 But she'd never returned their calls.
你從不留訊息給你真的想聯絡的人 You never leave a message for someone you really want to reach.
你一直一直不停的打電話，直到某人拿起話筒 You keep calling and calling until somebody picks up.
沒有憤怒，好奇，或只是恐懼 Out of anger, curiosity or just fear.
您好？ - Hello?
您好？ Hello?
很抱歉，吵醒你了？ I'm so sorry, did I just wake you up?
我不知道這麼晚了 I didn't realize how late it was.
我可以待會兒再打過來 I can call back later.
你是誰？ Who is this?
我是斯蒂芬妮·亞當斯，克瑞絲的老朋友 My name is Stephanie Adams, I'm an old friend of Krissi's,
我只是在找她… 天哪！你們這些人就只會不停地打電話 -I was just looking for her... -Christ! You people won't stop calling
直到我給你你想要的，對不對？ until I give you what you want, right?
我不知道你在說什麼，女士 I have no idea what you're talking about, ma'am.
我只是一個老朋友在找她 I'm just an old friend looking for her,
我想也許你能幫助我 I thought maybe you could help me.
我想也許你能幫助我
你叫什麼名字？薩莉？ What was your name? Sally?
是啊，我的名字是莎莉·亞當斯 Yeah, my name is Sally Adams.
聽著，莎莉 Listen, Sally,
我已經再嫁，與我以前的家人幾乎沒有聯繫了 I've remarried and I have very little contact with my previous family.
我懂了 Got it.
你會不會剛好有婁的電話，或者知道哪裏可以找到他？ You don't by chance have a number for Lou or know where I can find him?
我猜婁會在堪薩斯州的某個酒吧 Lou would be in some bar in Kansas, I'd guess.
至於克瑞絲，在I-70公路向西行駛。剛過哥倫比亞 As for Krissi, drive west on I-70. Just past Columbia.
左轉進入大型的脫衣舞俱樂部 Take a left into the giant strip club.
就會找到她 You'll find her.
不要再打電話 Don't call again.
戴太太。我叫你到管理區來 Mrs. Day. I've called you down to the precinct
是關於你兒子的一些嚴重指控 due to some serious allegations about your son.
他在學校怎麼樣？他受歡迎嗎？ How's he regarded in school? Is he a popular kid?
他有很多朋友 He has lots of friends.
他有很多朋友
據我們瞭解，他有點不合群 From what we understand, he's a bit of a loner.
這證明什麼？ So what does that prove?
這證明什麼？
你有四個孩子，對嗎？ You have four children, correct?
是的 Yes.
同一個爸爸？ Same father?
是 Yes.
戴太太 Mrs. Day,
我們有四個小女孩說班摸了她們的私處 we've got four little girls who say that Ben touched them in their private areas.
他把他們帶到農場並進行某種… That he took them to some farm and performed certain...
與魔鬼崇拜儀式的相關行為 ...acts associated with ritualistic Devil worship.
某個農場？班連一輛車也沒有 Some farm? Ben doesn't even have a car.
你不知道班 You don't know Ben.
你不知道班
撒旦崇拜並不少見 Satanic worship is not uncommon.
它找到進入這個社會的各個領域的方式 It's made its way into all areas of the community,
他們儀式的一部分涉及兒童的降解 and part of their rituals involve the degradation of children.
你有什麼證據？任何證人？ Do you have any evidence? Any witnesses?
除了一些12歲女孩 Besides some 12-year-old girls...
我們得到班留在克瑞絲·蓋茲更衣室的筆記本 We got the note Ben left in Krissi Cates' locker.
我們需要跟律師談 We need to speak to a lawyer.
你一定要明白虐待通常開始在家裏 You do realize that abuse usually starts at home.
戴太太，你有三個小女孩 Mrs. Day, with three little girls,
如果我是你，我會比任何人更想知道真相 if I were you, I'd want the truth out more than anyone.
如果我是你，我會比任何人更想知道真相
蓋茲太太？ 是的？ -Mrs. Cates? -Yes?
我帕蒂·戴。 班·戴的母親 I'm Patty Day. Ben Day's mother.
這是班·戴的母親 It's Ben Day's mother.
你可以把這些告訴我 Can you take these and show me
到底發生了什麼？ exactly what happened?
謝謝 Thank you.
克瑞絲？ Krissi?
克瑞絲，我是帕蒂·戴 Krissi, I'm Patty Day.
我是班的媽媽 I'm Ben's mom.
我不要她在這裏 I don't want her here.
我不希望她在這裏！你答應我了！ 好、好 -I don't want her here! You promised! -Okay. Okay.
我們不安全！ We're not safe!
我們聽說過你 We've heard about you.
家裏有四個孩子，養不起他們任一個！ Got four kids at home, can't afford one of them!
他們的爸爸喝醉了，如果還沒更差的話 Their daddy's a drunk, if not worse.
你的福利！ You're on welfare!
你的膳食來自食物銀行和耶穌基督 Your meals come from a food bank and Jesus Christ,
你讓你的兒子這樣做！ you've let your son do this!
我希望你沒有藏匿他。警方正在尋找他 I hope you're not hiding him. Police are looking for him.
我發誓我正在試著找他 I'm trying to find him, I swear.
我發誓我正在試著找他
班會下地獄！ Ben is going to hell!
克瑞絲？ Krissi?
是？ Yeah?
你有時間聊一下嗎？ 關於什麼？ -Do you have time for a little chat? -About what?
老實說，談談班·戴 To be frank, it's about Ben Day.
請我喝一杯 當然 -Buy me a drink. -Sure.
這是？ Who's this?
這是莉比。她與我一道。要幫你點什麼？ This is Libby. She's with me. What can I get you?
伏特加蔓越莓，雙份 Vodka cranberry, double.
二份 Make it two.
所以…班·戴，嗯？ So... Ben Day, hmm?
他真的搞砸了我的生活 He really fucked up my life.
你說你被他性騷擾？ You maintain you were molested by him?
你說你被他性騷擾？
我那時11歲，他16歲 I was 11 and he was 16.
他和我在放學後開始到處閒晃 He started hanging around with me after school.
他和我在放學後開始到處閒晃
我經常那樣 I got that a lot.
我是一個可愛的孩子，我們有很多的錢 I was a cute kid. And we had lots of money.
繼續 Go on.
他會帶我進入衣櫃 He would take me into the closet
並讓我對他進行口交 and make me perform oral sex on him
讓我宣誓效忠撒旦 while making me pledge allegiance to Satan.
嗨寶貝，給我一包薯條 Hey, baby, let me get a bag of chips.
嗨寶貝，給我一包薯條
你不介意吧？ You don't mind, do you?
無論如何，班和我在一起一直偷偷摸摸地 Anyway, Ben was pretty sneaky with me.
我的意思是，他那裏有一個祭壇 I mean, he had an altar in there.
倒掛的十字架，一些動物的屍體 Upside-down cross. Some dead animals.
祭品之類的 Sacrificed things.
這就是為什麼我認為他將用這方式來殺我 That's why I thought that he was working his way up to killing me,
但他殺死他的家人替代殺我 but he killed his family instead.
但他殺死他的家人替代殺我
他們全家是魔鬼崇拜 His whole family was devil worshiping.
他們全家是魔鬼崇拜
嗯 Um...
當你告訴你爸班對你做的事後，他有什麼反應？ How did your dad react when you told him what Ben had done to you?
上帝，他是那麼的過度保護我 他去完全爆發了 God, he was so over-protective. He went totally ballistic.
有時我想，若我爸找到班 Sometimes I think, had my dad had found Ben,
他會殺了他而班的家人會還活著 he would have killed him and Ben's family would still be alive.
你爸爸住在這附近？ Your dad live around here?
不，我們失去了聯繫 No, we lost touch.
嘿，你能不能借我20塊錢？ Hey, can you lend me 20 bucks?
可以給我你爸爸的地址？ Can we get your dad's address?
我告訴過你，我們沒聯絡了 I just told you. That we're out of touch.
是啊，我知道，但我敢肯定有方法… 萊爾 -Yeah, I know, but I'm sure there's a way... -Lyle.
看好支票 Take care of the check.
你是說多少？ How much did you say?
你知道嗎，填上50。我會完全還給你 You know what, make it 50. I'll totally pay you back.
我給你一支筆，你可以寫下姓名和地址 I'll give you a pen, you can write down your name and address.
這裏 Here.
莉比·戴 Libby Day.
我的名字是莉比·戴 你這個撒謊妓女 My name is Libby Day you lying whore.
別丟了 Don't lose that.
伯特·諾蘭家 Burt Nolan Home.
嘿，我在尋找一個朗納，還是羅納德·戴 Hey, I was looking a Runner, or a Ronald Day. Is he staying with you?
他和你在一起？ Hey, I was looking a Runner, or a Ronald Day. Is he staying with you?
好了，他一直來來去去 你可以給他留個話 Well, he's been in and out. But I'd be happy to give him a message.
你可以請他給我回電話？ 我叫莉比·戴 Could you ask him to call me back? My name's Libby Day.
這非常重要 It's kind of important.
請你告訴他，我需要和他談談 有關班及那晚發生了什麼事？ Would you tell him I need to talk to him about Ben and what happened that night?
班及那一夜，好的 Ben and that night. Okay.
那晚 That night.
從我會走路起，我一直在夢遊 I'd been a sleepwalker since I could walk.
當我在到床上與她一起睡時，我媽通常動也不動 My mom usually didn't move when I got in bed with her.
但是，那天晚上，她轉向我，告訴我她愛我 But, that night, she turned to me and told me she loved me.
她幾乎從不告訴我們她愛我們 She hardly ever told us she loved us.
這就是為什麼我還記得它 That's why I remember it.
我無法詳談這些想法 I can't dwell on these thoughts.
我已經標記這些回憶， 就好像它們是一個特別危險的地區 I've labeled these memories as if they were a particularly dangerous region.
黑暗的地方 Dark place.
米雪的日記 Michelle's diary.
我都忘了又爛又愛管閒事的米雪的模樣 I'd forgotten what a rotten busy-body Michelle was.
在最後幾頁，她不停地寫關於班的女朋友，狄翁札 In her last pages, she kept writing about Ben's girlfriend, Diondra,
是一個邪惡的妓女 as an evil whore.
我從來不記得班有過一個女朋友 I don't ever remember Ben ever having a girlfriend.
狄翁札 維茨納 Diondra Wertzner.
我是個壞媽媽 I'm a bad mother.
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
就我而言你是女超人 You're Superwoman as far as I'm concerned.
就我而言你是女超人
你讓農場運作下去 撫養四個孩子 You keep the farm going, you raise four kids,
每天讓他們上學 get them to school every day
你滴酒不沾做到這些 and you don't drink a gallon of bourbon to do it.
不，那警察是正確的 No, that cop was right.
如果家裏沒出問題的話 If things weren't bad at home,
班不會出這麼大的麻煩 Ben wouldn't be in so much trouble.
班不會出這麼大的麻煩
根本來說，他是個好孩子 Fundamentally he's a good boy.
有時候，我覺得如果我消失了是不是比較好 Sometimes I think it'd be better if I disappeared.
哦，是嗎？ Oh, yeah?
那孩子怎麼辦？ And what about the kids?
他們可以過去跟你 They could go with you.
他們離開堪薩斯城會比較好 They'd be better off in Kansas City.
爸爸是個瘋子，而我是個輸家 Father's a nut job and I'm a failure.
這是朗納的新車 That's Runner's new car.
要我和你一起去？ Do you want me to come in with you?
不，我會沒事的 No, I'll be okay.
媽咪！爸爸在這裏！ Mommy! Daddy's here!
他帶了甜甜圈！ And he brought doughnuts!
你需要集中精神，非常小心 Nothing concentrates the attention more
不然就會被野獸所殺 than an animal that can kill you.
不然就會被野獸所殺
女兒們，你們知道你們不應該 Girls, you know you're not supposed
當我不在時讓任何人進房子的 to let anyone in the house when I'm away.
但是，媽媽，是爸爸 現在，爸爸需要離開 -But, Mom, it's Daddy. -And now Daddy needs to leave.
拜託！ Come on!
我們談談！ Let's talk!
我沒心情，朗納 I'm in no mood, Runner.
韋恩艾弗裏告訴我 你剛剛賣掉耕耘機 Vern Evelee told me. You just sold the tiller.
是啊，這筆錢不見了 Yeah, and that money's gone.
這錢我一拿到就不見了 你很清楚 That money is gone as quick as I get it. You should know that.
你從來沒有像你說的那麼一文不值過 You're never as broke as you say.
我只是需要足夠的現金去德州 I just need enough cash to get to Texas.
很抱歉，我不能幫你 I'm sorry, I can't help you.
帕蒂，我在這裏真的有麻煩 Patty, I'm in a real jam here.
這是生死交關的事 This is life or death stuff.
朗納… Runner...
我正在處理非常糟的事 I am dealing with some really bad stuff.
真的嗎？ Oh, really?
班有了大麻煩 Ben is in big trouble.
真糟。他需要一個律師 It's bad. He'll need a lawyer.
所以你是有錢的 So you do have money.
不，我沒有 No, I don't.
律師費錢 Lawyers cost money.
好了，所以你得到了首飾，不是嗎？ Okay, so you got jewelry, don't you?
你拿到一些首飾，我給你的那個戒指呢？ You got some jewelry, what about that ring I gave you?
訂婚戒指？ 是啊，訂婚戒指 -The engagement ring? -Yeah, the engagement ring.
如果有什麼是有價值的東西 幾年前我就把它當掉了 If what was worth anything I would have pawned it off years ago.
那這個呢？ 那這個呢？ What about this? What about this?
這些都是真正的紅寶石，對不對？ Those are real rubies, right?
這是我祖母穿過的，你知道 That is my grandmothers cross and you know how much
這對我意味深長並且保留在我的家族 that means to me and that stays in my family.
這對我意味深長並且保留在我的家族
你真的很可憐，帕蒂 You're going to be really sorry, Patty.
我已經可憐很久了 I've been sorry a long time.
再見，女孩 Bye, girls.
你媽媽是一個婊子！ Your mom is a cunt!
感謝他媽的什麼都沒有！ Thanks for fucking nothing!
我們再一個小時才營業 We don't open for another hour.
哦，對不起，親愛的 這是一個男人的宿舍 Oh, I'm sorry, honey. This is a men's hostel.
我在找人。朗納·戴。 你是經理？ I'm looking for someone. Runner Day. Are you the manager?
經理，會計師，牧師 Manager, accountant, priest.
但他又走了 But he's gone again.
這裏不許飲酒 他剛剛第三次罷工 I don't allow drinkers here, and he just got his third strike.
你知道我在那裏能找到他嗎？ You know where I could find him?
嗯，我敢打賭他在有毒的垃圾場 Well, I would bet anything he's living at that toxic waste site.
一個給蚱螞誘餌的古老地點 That's an old dumping spot for grasshopper bait.
裝載有砷 Loaded with arsenic.
要有失望的心理準備 Just prepare yourself for some disappointment.
我不知道該怎麼說 I wonder what it said about me?
我自己的父親活在有毒廢物傾倒場 That my own father was living in a toxic waste dump.
想都別想… Don't even think about...
把槍放下！ 是你的女兒！ Put the gun down! It's your daughter!
證明給我看 Prove it.
我沒法子證明 I can't prove it.
好了好了，下來吧 Well, well, come on down.
下來吧！ Come on down!
不，不要碰我 No, don't touch me.
爸爸接著你了 把你的手拿開！ -Daddy's got ya. -Get your hands off me!
還記得你 是一個小女孩？ Remember when you were a little girl?
不！不！ 說大爺！ -No! No! -Say uncle!
不！讓我走！ 說大爺！ -No! Let me go! -Say uncle!
不！大爺！ 說大爺！ -No! Uncle! -Say uncle!
他媽的！ Fuck!
天啊 Jesus.
從上次我見到你過多久了？ How long has it been since I've seen you?
你還記得我送你的火鶴煙灰缸？ Do you remember that flamingo ashtray I sent you?
是啊，我10歲而且不吸煙 Yeah, when I was 10 years old and a non-smoker.
不錯吧，嗯？ Nice, huh?
你知道為什麼我來這裏，朗納 You know why I'm here, Runner.
是說出謀殺真相的時候了 It's time you tell the truth about the murders.
班已經不是個小孩了 Ben was no babe in the woods.
和魔鬼打交道遲早要付出代價的 You hang with the devil and sooner or later you're going to have to pay.
和魔鬼打交道遲早要付出代價的
我一看到他和那個該死的印第安人在一起就該知道了 I should have known it, as soon as I saw him with that goddamn Injun.
誰？ 崔·提帕諾 -Who? -Trey Teepano.
你知道嗎 You know what...
人們不在乎那晚到底發生了什麼事 People don't know shit about what really happened that night.
有人用錢了結這件事，是吧？ Who ended up with the money, huh?
那肯定不是我 'Cause it sure as hell wasn't me.
你知道我們沒錢 你媽媽有錢 -You know we had no money. -Your mom had money.
你那婊子媽媽 Your queen bitch mom!
帕蒂壽險的錢呢，嗯？ What happened to Patty's life insurance money, huh?
因為我沒拿到 Because I sure as shit didn't get it.
你知道它給了戴安娜 她用它來保護班 You know it went to Diane. She used it to defend Ben.
我在該農場工作這麼久連一毛錢到沒拿到！ I worked years on that farm and I never received a dime!
那婊子還跟我要贍養費！ That bitch even asked me for alimony!
所以發生了什麼事？嗯？ Is that what happened? Hmm?
那天晚上你去那裏，跟她要錢？ You go there that night, ask her for money?
那天晚上你去那裏，跟她要錢？
進去吵架 Get in a fight.
我試著告訴你 What I'm trying to tell you
崔是開賭場的，他要錢 is that Trey was a bookie who needed to get paid.
什麼，你欠他的錢？ And what, you owed him money?
不不不 你什麼都想要免費的 No, no, no. You want everything for free.
你寫了那本書 你寫了一本書，對吧？ And you wrote that book. You wrote a book, right?
所以，你已經拿到錢了！ So you have got money!
所以，你已經拿到錢了！
我沒有… 你拿了錢！ -I haven't got... -You've got money.
你他媽的放開我 Get your fucking hands off me!
他媽的！ Fuck!
你怕我嗎？ Are you scared of me?
你那天晚上在那兒，朗納？ Where were you that night, Runner?
我什麼都不記得 I don't remember a thing.
嘿，他們有找到狄爾札嗎？ Hey, did they ever find Diadra?
你是說狄翁札？ You mean Diondra?
我一直在想他們是不是當晚就殺了她 I always wondered if they killed her that night.
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
他們不就是這樣做的？ That's what they do, don't they?
他們不就是這樣做的？
魔鬼崇拜者？ Devil worshipers?
他們殺死孕婦和她們的嬰兒 They kill pregnant ladies and their babies.
You are. You are.
嘿，朗納 Hey, Runner.
過來 Come here.
我沒錢，兄弟。 我已經四處籌錢了 I don't have it, man. I tried to scrape it together.
我真的做了，但就是沒錢 I did, but I just don't.
嘿，親愛的 來打個招呼？ Hey, honey. You gonna say hi to me?
哦，狄翁札 Oh, Diondra.
我真的很健忘 I must be oblivious here,
我喝到成了鬥雞眼，因為我很擔心這種情況 I'm drinking myself cross-eyed because I'm so worried about this situation.
我不懂，朗納 See, I don't get it Runner.
你說你一毛錢也沒有 You say you don't have any money,
但你幾周前有一大堆煙草 but you had that giant stack of weed just a few weeks ago.
我沒跟你收錢 I didn't charge you nothin'.
因為你欠我的 Because you owe me!
你們愛賭博，但永遠都不想付錢 You guys love to gamble, but you never want to pay!
我覺得這太誇張了，崔 I'd say that's an exaggeration, Trey.
我知道某個人需要錢 I know someone else who needs money.
上帝 God.
瞧瞧你的黑髮 Look at this black hair you have.
我不知道你認識崔 你欠他錢？ I didn't know you knew Trey. You owe him money?
我不知道你認識崔 你欠他錢？
不，我什麼都沒欠他 No, I don't owe him anything.
他要錢給他的女孩 明天晚上 - He wants money for his girl. - Tomorrow night.
這裏。幫幫忙，朗納 不然你會斷手斷腳 Here. Or so help me, Runner, I will hurt you.
嘿，我想告訴你一件事 Hey, I want to tell you something.
嘿，我想告訴你一件事
什麼？ What?
狄翁札…她… I got Diondra... She's...
我讓她懷孕了 我們要有小孩了 I got her pregnant. We're having a baby.
確定那是你的孩子 Make sure it's yours.
好吧。因為我懷疑不是 Okay. 'Cause I doubt it is.
你看 Look...
為什麼像她這樣富有的蕩婦 Why would a rich slut like her
會跟你這樣的輸家混在一起 hang around a loser like you?
想想吧 Think about it.
你還好嗎，寶貝？ You okay, baby?
應該有人他媽的死去 Someone should fucking die.
你有什麼？ You got anything?
在手套箱 In the glove compartment.
那是什麼東西？ --What is that stuff?
魔鬼高峰。試過嗎？ Devil's rush. Ever had it?
來吧 Come on.
不，老兄。我不要它 No, man. I don't need it.
你會需要它，嘗嘗。 也許待會兒你就轉大人了？ You're gonna need it, do it. Maybe later you become a man?
有可能 Maybe.
來吧，寶貝。加油 Come on, baby. Come on.
是啊！ Yeah!
不，我要斧頭！ No, I want the axe!
太重你拿不動 Too heavy for you.
它很銳利 別受傷 It's sharp, so don't fuck around.
撒旦 獻上我們的祭品 To Satan, we bring our sacrifices.
我們帶來痛苦，流血，恐懼 - We bring pain, blood, fear...
憤怒 Rage.
人類生活的基礎 Basis of human life.
在你的力量中，我們變得更加強大 In your power, we become more powerful.
那隻！ That one!
在您的愉悅裏，我們變得喜悅。 In your exaltation, we become exalted.
我們今晚將讓你的寶寶成為戰士，迪歐！ We're going to make your baby a fucking warrior tonight, Dio!
來吧，寶貝！ Come on, baby!
你不能只是他媽的站在那兒 這是讓你大開殺戒的時候 You can't just fucking stand there, it's time to get your kill!
你不能只是他媽的站在那兒 這是讓你大開殺戒的時候
這是你的機會，老兄 像個男人 This is your chance, dude. Be a man!
我以前跟你一樣 I used to be like you.
我不想再像以前一樣 I don't ever want to go back there again!
我不想再像以前一樣
別怕，小男孩 你的下半輩子！ Don't be a scared, dickless boy the rest of your life!
你不厭煩一直在害怕中嗎，蛤？ Aren't you tired of being scared? Huh?
你不厭煩一直在害怕中嗎，蛤？
加油！ Come on!
你相信朗納而不是我 我誰都不信 -You trust Runner over me? -I don't trust anyone.
多少錢？他們付你多少錢？ How much? How much money are they paying you?
我不知道你在說什麼 I don't know what you're talking about.
什麼，你以為我不知道嗎？ What, you thought I didn't know about that?
是啊，我拿了酬勞 Yeah, I got paid.
已經不是那個問題了 It's not about that anymore.
重點是，什麼是真相？ What is it about, the truth?
聽著，你沒辦法得知真相 Listen, there's no way you can win this.
如果我告訴你，我是無辜的 那意味著你毀了我的生活，妹妹 If I tell you I'm innocent, that means you ruined my life, sister.
如果我告訴你，我有罪 And if I tell you I'm guilty,
嗯，這不會使你現在感覺好多了 well, that doesn't make you feel much better now...
狄翁札在那？ 哦，算了。 -Where's Diondra? -Oh, let it go. I have.
你怎麼對待小孩的，班？ What'd you do with the baby, Ben?
什麼小孩？ What baby?
你要繼續唬哢我嗎？ Are you going to keep bullshitting me?
算了吧，莉比 Let it go, Libby.
那崔·提帕諾呢？ What about Trey Teepano?
他在證人席上說他該說的 He said what he had to say on the witness stand.
他在證人席上說他該說的
太容易了 That's too easy.
聽我說 今天，我可以原諒你過去的謊言 You listen to me. Today, I can forgive your past lie.
對一個被混淆的孩子來說 For being confused as a kid.
但是，他媽的 你現在已經長大了 But god damn it, you're a grown up now.
你真的認為我們會做這樣的事情？ Do you really think that our blood could do something like that?
我完全相信，我們可以做這樣的事情 I totally believe our blood could do something like that.
我已經被人們打的屁滾尿流，班 I've beaten the shit out of people, Ben.
I've busted in doors and windows, I've killed things! I've busted in doors and windows, I've killed things!
有一半的時間我羞於見人，緊握拳頭 Half the time I look down and my hands are in fists.
有一半的時間我羞於見人，緊握拳頭
你真的相信我們那麼壞？ Do you really believe we're that bad?
沒錯 I do.
即使有媽媽的血液 Even with Mom's blood.
即使有 Even with.
即使有
那麼，我為你難過 小姑娘 Then I'm sad for you, little girl.
去你媽的 Go fuck yourself!
這樣很好玩嗎？ 不，很諷刺 -Is that funny to you? -No. It's ironic.
什麼？ What?
你像我一樣被囚禁著 You're just as imprisoned as I am.
沒事，親愛的 It's okay, sweetie.
不，不對。我要班回來 No, it's not. I want Ben back.
為什麼我們找不到他？ 是他的頭髮給他惹來麻煩嗎？ Why can't we find him? Is he in trouble because of his hair?
不，是因為性 學校裏每個人都知道 No, it's because of sex. Everyone at school knows.
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
班是你的哥哥，別說你哥哥的壞話 Ben is your brother, you don't talk hateful about your brother.
但是，媽媽，我不喜歡班！ 他是壞蛋… But Mom, I don't like Ben! He's bad...
他做了壞事！ He does bad things!
他曾經用奇怪的方式， 或是非哥哥的方式碰你？ Has he ever touched you in a strange way or an unbrotherly way?
他只有推我或是拉我的時候才會碰我 The only time he touches me is when he's pushing me or pulling my hair.
媽媽，他是個怪胎！ Mom, he's a freak!
這令人尷尬 只要進去他的房間 It's embarrassing, just go in his room,
他有各種奇奇怪怪的東西 he's got all sorts of weird stuff.
他有各種奇奇怪怪的東西
你去窺探他的房間？ You snooped in his room?
您好？ 帕蒂？ - Hello? - Patty?
這是約瑟夫，FHA(聯邦住房管理局)的人員 It's Joseph, from the FHA.
約瑟夫，我籌不到錢 我今天受夠了 Joseph, I can't find the money. I've had a rough day.
是的，我聽說班的事了 Yes, I heard about Ben.
我之前沒打電話給你 但我現在該說了：帕蒂，我相信你 I wasn't going to phone you. But how should I say this. Patty, I trust you.
我為你祈禱。我大概有個辦法可以解決你的問題 I pray for you. I may have a solution to your problem.
我以為我們已經走投無路了 I thought we were out of options.
不完全是 Not entirely.
是啊 莉比，莉比 - Yeah. - Libby, Libby.
我們找到了 狄翁札·蘇·維茨納 We found Diondra Sue Wertzner.
1968年3月28日出生 Born on March 28th, 1968.
官方報告說在1985年10月19日失蹤 再也沒出現 Was officially reported missing on October 19th, 1985, and has never been found.
那意味著什麼？ 她死了嗎？ So what the fuck does that mean? She's dead?
我不知道，我們不確定 班有告訴你什麼嗎？ I don't know, we can't be sure. But did Ben tell you anything?
我不知道，我們不確定 班有告訴你什麼嗎？
等一下 Hang on.
嘿，告訴過你，我會還你的 Hey, told you I'd pay you back.
當我在紙上看到你的名字 When I saw your name on that note...
我應該立刻認出你的 I should have recognized you right away,
我還挺注意你的事 but I kinda followed your story,
但它已過了很長的一段時間 but it's been such a long time ago.
你想要什麼 What do you want?
你不是來讓我好過的吧，是嗎？ You're not gonna make this easy for me, are you?
很公平 Fair enough.
我是一個漂亮的女孩 I was a pretty girl.
我在學校很好 而班… I was good in school, and Ben...
他在當義工 He did volunteer work.
他上繪畫課 He gave drawing lessons.
我迷戀上了他 I had a big crush on him.
我們開始在一起閒逛瞎混 We started hanging out together.
我知道我們都是孩子 但他年紀夠大 I know we were both kids, but he was old enough.
稍微鼓舞了我 To not have encouraged me.
這是我長大的第一個吻 It was my first big grown-up kiss.
它只持續了約一秒鐘 It only lasted about a second.
事後，當然，他告訴我說 我們不應該再這樣做 And afterwards, of course, he told me that we should never do it again,
因為這是錯的 'cause it was wrong.
但他一直寫條子給我 But he kept writing me notes.
但他拒絕花任何時間陪我 But he refused to spend any more time with me.
我氣壞了 - And I was furious.
然後，大約一個星期後 我去了一個睡衣派對 Then, about a week later I went to a slumber party
我告訴所有女孩 關於我高中的男朋友的事 and I told all the girls about my high school boyfriend.
全因自尊心。我杜撰了我們做的事 All proud. And I made up things that we did.
從那天起就像是滾雪球一樣 And from there it just snowballed.
我們編出這整個虛構的世界 We made up this whole imaginary world,
班是一個魔鬼崇拜者 where Ben was a devil worshiper.
這樣的故事 當我們還是孩子時，每天在新聞看到 Kind of stories we saw on the news every day when we were kids.
夫人 Ma'am.
你的兒子即將被捕，我知道原因 Your son is about to be arrested, and I know what for.
明年你將需要一些錢 In this next year you will need some money
這樣可以繼續撫養你的孩子 so you can keep your children at home.
你會需要一個好律師 And you will need a good lawyer.
你會需要一個好律師
因為你不要你的兒子 貼著成兒童性騷擾的標籤入獄 'Cause you don't want your son going to prison labeled a child molester.
你可以幫什麼？ What do you have to offer?
我曾經是一個農夫 Now I myself was once a farmer.
我爸，我爸的爸爸 My dad before me and his dad before him.
但是，我們這些農夫 我們被欺騙 But we farmers, we'd been swindled.
他們說「沿著籬笆一直種過去」 "Plant fence post to fence post," they said.
「哦，那就買更多的土地」 "Oh, and then buy more land, because,
「好了，他們沒辦法做更多」 "well, they ain't making any more of it."
「好了，他們沒辦法做更多」
然後，哎呦, 「我們很抱歉，我們給你一些不好的建議」 Then, whoops. "We're sorry, we gave you some bad advice.
「我們要接收你的農場」 "We'll just take your farm."
這與我的兒子有什麼關係？ What does this have to do with my son?
夫人 Ma'am.
我不是商人 而且我不是法官 I'm no businessman. And I'm no judge.
我當然不是政治家 I'm certainly no politician.
但是，如果你夠勇敢 But if you're brave enough.
我給你一個真正的機會 幫助你的家人 I'll give you a real chance to help your family.
你的哥哥需要你，莉比 Your brother needs you, Libby.
他不需要 他一直很清楚這一點 He doesn't, and he's been pretty clear about that.
現在你已經找到這案子所有的矛盾 Now that you've explored the case with all its inconsistencies,
難道你不認為班 值得一個新的、公正的審判？ don't you think that Ben deserves a new, fair trial?
基於什麼證據？ 什麼是我們確定的？ Based on what evidence? What do we know for sure?
他為狄翁札說謊。為什麼？ He's lying about Diondra. Why?
每個人都是騙子 我騙你來KC But, everybody's a liar. I lied to get you to KC.
當你說你那天看到發生的事時 你在說謊 You lied when you said you saw what happened that day,
它不會讓我們變成殺人犯 it doesn't make us murderers.
它不會讓我們變成殺人犯
是什麼讓你這麼肯定我說謊？ What makes you so sure I lied?
你為什麼這麼迷戀這個案件？ Why are you so obsessed with this case?
它甚至不是你的事 它是我的 It's not even your story, it's mine.
這是一個令人著迷的謎 一個有很多不同理論的疑案 It's a fascinating puzzle, a mystery with lots of different theories.
最重要的是，有你、班和克瑞絲 Most of all, there's you and Ben and Krissi.
事件開始的孩子變得更為重要 並有重大的影響 Kids who started events that became bigger than them and had major repercussions.
我迷上了這一點 為什麼？ -I'm fascinated by that. -Why?
你聽說過1999年靠近聖貝納迪諾的那些野火？ You ever heard about those wildfires near San Bernardino in 1999?
他們大概摧毀了80個家庭，約90000英畝土地 They destroyed, like, 80 homes and about 90,000 acres?
我不知道，好像加州一直在燃燒著 I don't know, seems like California is always burning.
我就是那個放火的小孩 I was the kid who set that fire.
那麼你不是應該成為一名消防隊員或什麼的 Then shouldn't you have become a firefighter or something,
來克服你的創傷呀？ overcome your trauma that way?
那麼，你呢？ So, did you?
我什麼？ Did I what?
你那一天在法庭上說謊？ Did you lie that day in court?
您好！ Hello!
您好？ Hello?
我能幫你嗎？ 嘿 -Can I help you? -Hey.
我能幫你嗎？ 嘿
我們正在尋找崔·提帕諾 We're looking for Trey Teepano.
我們正在尋找崔·提帕諾
我就是 That'd be me.
想和你談談班·戴 我的哥哥 Want to talk to you about Ben Day. My brother.
想和你談談班·戴 我的哥哥
你是唯一活著的，呃？黛比？ You're the one who lived, huh? Debbie?
莉比 Libby.
你記得朗納·戴？ You remember Runner Day?
他說，你是個賭徒或什麼的，當時 He said you were a bookie or something, back then.
他說，你是個賭徒或什麼的，當時
是啊，朗納欠我很多錢 Yeah. Runner owed me a lot of money.
現在還是，我想，呃 Still does, I guess, huh.
這並不意味著我知道你家 那晚發生的事 It doesn't mean I know what happened in your house that night.
你也是崇拜魔鬼？ You were into devil worshiping?
你也是崇拜魔鬼？
我現在洗心革面了 我是一個敬畏神的印度人 I'm reformed now. I'm a good God-fearin' Indian.
你記得狄翁札·維茨納？ You remember Diondra Wertzner?
你的哥哥 Your brother.
你哥哥為那個女孩瘋狂 Your brother was crazy about that girl.
你哥哥為那個女孩瘋狂
父母忽略了她，所以她總是編織各種劇碼 Parents neglected her, so she was always creating drama.
她會逃家，回家 She'd run away, come back home.
完全像肥皂劇 Total soap opera.
這一次，我想，她永永遠遠的消失了，是吧？ This time, I guess, she just ran away for good, huh?
她被列為失蹤人口25年 She's been listed as a missing person for 25 years.
是啊，她是其中之一的女孩 Yeah, she was one of them girls
永遠想成為別人 who was always trying to be someone else.
她一天用英語口音說話 隔天它換南方口音 She'd talk in an English accent one day and next day it'd be Southern.
她也喜歡用她的色情名字 She liked to use her porn name, too.
她從事色情？ 不 -She did porn? -No.
它是個遊戲 你童年寵物的名字？ It was that game. What was the name of your childhood pet?
And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
葛雷西 And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
你長大的街道名稱？ And what was the name of the street you grew up on?
農村2路 Rural Route 2.
嗯，不是這樣玩的 Well, that's not going to work.
它應該聽起來很放蕩 It's supposed to sound slutty.
你知道，像小鹿斑比 狄翁札用… You know, like Bambi Evergreen. What was Diondra's...
嗯，像波莉之類的 It was, uh, Polly something...
波莉·帕姆 Polly Palm.
你哥哥手臂上刺青的名字？ What was the name your brother had tattooed on his arm?
哦，我的天！ 是波莉，對不對？ -Oh, my God! -It was Polly, right?
我找到她了 波莉帕姆在密蘇里州的卡尼 I got her. Polly Palm in Kearney, Missouri.
全國唯一的一個 The only one listed in the whole country
在士裏夫波特的一個釘子精品店 apart for a nail boutique in Shreveport.
在士裏夫波特的一個釘子精品店
像我一樣，張開雙臂，我告訴你 Something like me, with open arms, I tell you...
我不舒服。我得吃點什麼。 I don't feel good. I think I need something to eat.
什麼？ What?
你被搞了 You're fucked.
嘿，迪歐，我是梅根 班·戴的事我完全嚇壞了 Hey, Dio, it's Megan. I'm totally freaked out about Ben Day.
你聽到他騷擾所有女孩？ Did you hear he molested all these girls?
你聽到他騷擾所有女孩？
嘿，狄翁札，我是珍妮 我聽到警察正在找他 Hey, Diondra, it's Jenny. I hear Ben's running from the cops.
你沒跟他在一起吧，是嗎？ 請告訴我你沒跟他在一起 You're not with him, are you? Please tell me you're not with him.
我想我應該回家了 I guess I should go home.
好吧，什麼？ Okay, and what?
當你去坐牢時把我留在這兒？ Leave me here while you go to jail?
當你去坐牢時把我留在這兒？
你要我怎麼做？ What do you want me to do?
我們今晚離開小鎮 We're leaving town tonight.
我爸媽大約留了200美元 I have like $200 left from my parents.
你那裏有多少？ How much do you have at your place?
你那裏有多少？
我有點積蓄 I've got some saved up.
我媽，她手邊應該有500或600美元 My mom, she's got, like, 500 or 600 lying around.
但我不知道在哪裏 But I don't know where.
是啊，好的。 我們會去找找。 Yeah, all right we'll go there. Okay.
是啊，好的。 我們會去找找。
如果外面沒警車就進去 If we don't see a cop car outside, we'll go inside,
拿到現金，打包行李 we'll get the cash, we'll pack a bag
我們就離開這裏，好嗎？ and we'll get the fuck out of here, okay?
然後呢？你腦袋有洞是不是？ Then what? What fucking planet are you on?
你確定孩子是我的嗎？ Are you even sure this kid's mine?
你確定孩子是我的嗎？
你怎能這樣！ How dare you!
班 Ben.
班，親愛的，我愛你 Ben, baby, I love you, you know.
我向上帝發誓這孩子是你的 And I swear to God this child's yours.
我向上帝發誓，但你得把我弄離開這兒，好嗎？ I swear to God, but you got to get me out of town, okay?
我們得向西走，否則，你會入獄 And we gotta head west. Otherwise you're in jail.
你入獄的話我爸一定會宰了我的 You're in jail and I'm dead from my daddy.
他會讓我生完小孩，然後殺了我 He'll make me have the baby, then he'll kill me.
嗯？ Yeah?
你知道我是誰？ You know who I am?
哇靠！莉比 Holy crap! Libby.
我知道你總有一天會找上門來 I always thought you'd find me someday.
聰明的女孩 Smart girl.
待著！ Stay!
所以，真是出乎意料 So, this is out of the blue.
我的意思是，為什麼現在來找我？ I mean, why come looking for me now?
我的意思是，為什麼現在來找我？
班跟你說了什麼嗎？ Did Ben say something to you?
不，這就是為什麼我在這裏 No, that's why I'm here.
所以，你認為一旦你知道了真相 So you think that once you know the truth,
你就會找到平靜 you'll find peace?
像是某種修復？ Like, somehow that will fix you?
那晚我與班在一起 I was with Ben that night.
我們要離開鎮上 We were going to skip town.
他回家要拿點錢 And he went to his house to get some money.
過了一小時，二小時 An hour goes by, two hours.
最後，我想他臨陣脫逃了 Finally, I thought he lost his nerve.
那晚我哭著睡著 Cried myself to sleep that night.
隔天早晨，當我聽到謀殺案 In the morning, when I heard about the murders.
收好行囊 給我爸留了一張紙條 Packed my bags, left a note for my father
告訴他我不再是他的小女孩了 telling him I was not his little girl anymore.
永遠離開鎮上 Skipped town for good.
班沒把我的名字供出來 Ben never gave my name to the police.
畢竟這些年來 After all these years.
他保護了我 He protected me.
所以，只有他知道那天晚上發生了什麼事 So, no one but him knows what happened that night.
所以，只有他知道那天晚上發生了什麼事
我真的認為你可以找到平靜 I do think you that you could find this peace
如果你接受這一點 that you're looking for if you accept that.
聽我說，我討厭這樣說 Look, I hate to say this,
但無論發生什麼 就算我怎麼再愛班 but whatever happened, and as much as I loved Ben,
他一定要待在監獄裏 he needed to be in that prison.
你哥哥內心中 There was something inside your brother
有些東西對外面的世界來說是不對的 that was not right for the outside world.
你懷孕了 You were pregnant.
孩子怎麼了？ What happened to the baby?
我在這裏 I'm here.
你在做什麼？ 我叫你在車裏等著 What are you doing? I told you to wait in the car.
你說了，但… I know you did, but...
親愛的，我腦袋裏一直聽到聲音 Baby, I'm hearing voices in my head.
噓，噓 安靜，沒事 Shh, Shh. You got to be quiet, okay.
我不想一個人待著 I don't want to be alone.
我知道 I know.
只是藥的關係 待會兒藥效就過了，沒事 It's just the drugs. They'll wear off, okay.
只是藥的關係 待會兒藥效就過了，沒事
我喜歡你的房間 I like your house.
安靜 Be quiet.
怎麼了？ What's going on?
有人來過我的房間 Somebody's been in my room.
天啊，會不… Oh, God. You don't...
你覺得會不會是警察呢？ You don't think it's the cops, do you?
我不知道 I don't know.
我給你準備了禮物，給小孩的 I got a present for you, for the baby.
你給我的禮物 是啊，但不見了 -You got me a present? -Yeah, but it's not here.
那是誰？ Who is that?
沒關係，那是莉比 她要去媽媽的房間 It's okay, it's just Libby, she's going into Mom's room.
比我想的還要少 There's less than I thought.
我他媽的知道是米雪干的 I fucking know it was Michelle.
是米雪偷走了我他媽的禮物 那個多嘴的小賤人 It was Michelle that stole my fucking present, that nosy little bitch.
是米雪偷走了我他媽的禮物 那個多嘴的小賤人
應該不是 This doesn't feel right.
我就知道！我什麼都聽到了！ I knew it! I heard everything!
過來！ Come here!
滾開 Get out of my way.
你一個字都不准說 你這個小賤人 You don't say another word, you little bitch!
你一個字都不准說 你這個小賤人
停止！停止！ 她什麼也不會說 Stop! Stop! She's not gonna say anything.
班，讓開 Ben, get off me.
過來 Come here.
狄翁札，停下來！停！ Diondra, stop it! Stop!
迪歐，停。你會吵醒整屋子的人 Dio, stop. You'll wake up the whole fucking house.
如果你覺得我會花一輩子 If you think I'm going to spend my entire fucking life
擔心這個小賤人 那你就錯了，班！ worrying about this little bitch, you're wrong, Ben!
放開她 迪歐，停止，聽我說 Get off of her. Dio, stop. Listen to me.
我們會跟她談，好嗎？ 她會明白的。停止 We'll talk to her, okay? She'll understand. Stop.
我們會跟她談，好嗎？ 她會明白的。停止
班？ Ben?
嘿！沒事的。好嗎？ Hey! It's okay. Okay?
我從來沒想過會見到你 I was never supposed to meet you.
我是一個秘密，你知道的 I'm a secret, you know.
一個秘密愛情的孩子 A secret love child.
是的，寶貝 That's right, baby.
水晶知道整件事 我告訴她一切 Crystal knows the whole story. I tell her everything.
我們是最好的朋友 We're best friends.
我也讀了你的書 I read your book, too.
我甚至有本剪貼簿全是你的照片 I even have a little scrapbook of photos of all of you.
從雜誌之類的剪下來的 Clipped out of magazines and stuff.
就像一個不真實的家庭相冊 It's like a fake family photo album.
我可以叫你莉比阿姨？ Can I call you Aunt Libby?
我知道這其中有很多內容需要理解 I know that this is a lot to take in.
要不要來一杯？ Want a drink?
借用一下洗手間 在樓上 -I need to use your bathroom. -It's just up the stairs.
喂？ 莉比 - Yeah? - Libby.
莉比，我現在知道來龍去脈了 你需要聽聽這個 Libby, I know the whole story now. You need to hear this.
莉比，我現在知道來龍去脈了 你需要聽聽這個
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
你在說什麼？
你記得殺手俱樂部的理論 You remember the theory the Kill Club had
關於所謂債務天使的連環殺手？ about the serial killer they called the Angel of Debt?
關於所謂債務天使的連環殺手？
嗯？ Yeah?
他們找他， 我的意思是，我們找到他了 They got him, I mean, we got him.
我們一個成員假裝是 One of our members posed as a bankrupt
芝加哥郊區破產的對沖基金經理 hedge fund manager in a suburb of Chicago
這傢伙卡爾文·迪爾，試圖幫助他自殺 and this guy Calvin Diehl, tried to help him stage his death.
迪爾曾經是一個農民 Diehl used to be a farmer
在蘇聯禁運時被銀行奪去一切 who lost everything to the banks in the Soviet embargo.
所以呢？ So what?
從80年代起，他一直在這 He's been at it since the '80s.
把自殺弄成事故或謀殺 Making suicides look like accidents or murders.
你他媽的在說什麼？ What the fuck are you talking about?
你他媽的在說什麼？
你母親那晚聘請了他 Your mother had hired him for that night.
你確定嗎？ Are you sure?
聽著，萊爾 你能來接我嗎？ Listen, Lyle, can you come get me?
好的 Okay.
莉比？ 嗯？ Libby? -Yeah?
沒事吧？ Is everything okay?
是啊，我很好 只要一下子就好 Yeah, I'm fine. I just need a second.
是啊，我很好 只要一下子就好
抱歉 但我真的要走了 I'm sorry, but I really need to go.
馬上出來，好嗎？ I'll be out in a second, okay?
他媽的！ Fuck!
莉比？ --Libby?
是啊是啊，我來了 Yeah. Yeah, I'm coming.
你還好嗎？ You okay?
是啊，我很好 Yeah, I'm fine.
聽著，我要在外面等 我的朋友會來找我 Listen, I'm gonna wait outside, my friend is coming for me.
我真的需要你保持 這個秘密，好嗎？ I really need you to keep this a secret, okay? I can't risk it.
我不能冒這個險 I really need you to keep this a secret, okay? I can't risk it.
他們以為我是一個幫兇，你明白嗎？ Them thinking I'm an accomplice, you understand?
為什麼他們會這麼想？ 那天晚上你在那屋裏？ Why would they think that? Were you at the house that night?
不！ No!
別擔心，一切都會在30秒內結束 Don't worry, it'll all be over in about 30 seconds.
去告訴媽媽 Go tell Mom.
過來！ Come here!
他媽的放了她！ Get the fuck off her!
搞什麼鬼？ What the hell?
媽媽，他們傷害米雪！ Mom, they're hurting Michelle!
跑！跑！ Run! Run!
不！不，請不要！ No! No, please don't!
不！ No!
你不是讓我這麼做嗎？ - Why'd you make me do this?
不要做，不！ 計劃不是這樣 -Don't do it. No! -This wasn't the plan.
不要做，不！ 計劃不是這樣
他媽的放過她 Get the fuck off of her.
哦，我的天啊！ Oh, my God!
媽媽，我很抱歉。我看到十字架不見了 我慌了 Mom, I'm sorry. I saw the cross was gone and I panicked.
沒事的，親愛的 It's okay, sweetie.
去拿槍 在櫥櫃裏 Go get the gun. It's in the cabinet.
在哪裏？我找不到！ Where is it? I can't find it!
在左邊的盒子裏 - It's in the box on the left side.
我找了，媽，不在那兒 I'm looking there, Mom, it's not there.
好吧，用心點找！ 我在找了！ -Well, look harder! -I am looking!
你對她做了什麼？ What did you do to her?
我要打電話報警 等一下，聽著 -I'm calling the police. -Wait, listen.
她不會閉嘴，對吧？ She wouldn't shut up, all right?
這是她的錯，她不會閉嘴！ It's her fault, she wouldn't shut up!
小傢伙在那裏？ --Where's the little one?
媽的！莉比！莉比！ Oh, shit! Libby! Libby!
應該在這裏！ It's gotta be in here!
我知道它在這裏！ I know it's here!
別對我吼！ Stop yelling at me!
在這堆垃圾裏我怎麼找的到東西？ How am I supposed to find anything in this crap?
在這堆垃圾裏我怎麼找的到東西？
我找到了，在那裏 好，子彈呢？ -I see it, it's right there. -Okay, where are the bullets?
子彈在哪裏？ Where are the bullets?
不，已經上膛了，可以用了！ No, it's loaded, it's fine!
媽！媽！ Mom! Mom!
莉比？ Libby?
他媽的 Fuck.
嘿，嘿！讓我來！讓我來！ Hey, hey! Let me do it! Let me do it!
嘿，嘿！讓我來！讓我來！
賤人堵住了門口！ Bitch blocked the door!
基督！ Christ!
你擠得過去嗎？ Can you squeeze through?
哦，天啊！她出去了！ 抓住槍！ -Oh, my God! She got out! -Grab the gun!
哦，天啊！她出去了！ 抓住槍！
該死的！ Damn it!
莉比！莉比！ Libby! Libby!
班，如果她看到什麼 我們就麻煩了！班，親愛的… Ben, if she saw something, we got a problem! Ben, baby...
什麼？ 你不覺得這是個巧合嗎 -What? -Don't you see how this isn't a coincidence?
我們需要錢，我們做了儀式 然後，碰！ We need money, then we do the ritual and then, pow!
有人殺了你全家 Someone kills your entire family!
你在說什麼？ What are you talking about?
你繼承了你媽媽的保險！ You inherit all your mom's life insurance!
無論你想做什麼，親愛的 你想要去加州 Whatever you want to do, baby, you want to go to California,
想住在沙灘上 我們都能做到！在一起！ you want to live on the beach, we can do it! Together!
如果你要我做的話 我可以處理她 If you want me to, I can take care of her myself.
不，我來 No, I'll get her.
媽媽，我們找不到她 她現在可能在任何地方 Mom, we're not going to find her. She could be anywhere by now.
她不可能跑太遠 She can't be far.
她的朋友要來了 如果他叫警察的話怎麼辦？我們該走了 Her friend is coming. What if he called the cops? We have to go.
如果他們找到我們的話會怎樣？ What if they find us?
莉比？待著別動 親愛的，留在那兒 Libby? Stay where you are, sweetheart, okay. Stay there.
莉比！ Libby!
我愛你，莉比 I love you, Libby.
我愛你，瓢蟲 I love you, ladybug.
永遠也不要忘記這一點 Don't you ever forget that.
莉比！ Libby!
莉比，你還好嗎？發生了什麼？ Libby, you okay? What happened?
他們在哪裏？ Where are they?
我檢查過房子，這裏沒有人 There's no one here, I checked the house.
我檢查過房子，這裏沒有人
沒關係。一切都沒事 It's okay. Everything's okay.
狄翁札·維茨納， 也被稱為波莉·帕姆 Diondra Wertzner, also known as Polly Palm
昨晚在德州阿馬裏洛被捕 was arrested last night in Amarillo, Texas.
這是1985年堪薩斯州大草原大屠殺案的最新發展 This is the latest development in the 1985 Kansas Prairie Massacre case.
維茨納女士因謀殺米雪·戴被通緝 Ms. Wertzner was wanted in relation to the murder of Michelle Day
為此班·戴，她的哥哥 for which Ben Day, her brother,
在過去的28年一直待在監獄裏 has been in prison for the last 28 years.
她否認有任何牽連 而DNA分析尚未確定 She denies any involvement while DNA analysis is pending.
今早宣佈班·戴 But it was announced this morning that Ben Day
不久後將被釋放 will be released from prison shortly.
他們的女兒 水晶，仍然在逃 Their daughter, Crystal, is still at large.
在此提醒您，此重大案件的最新轉折 As a reminder, this is the latest twist in a larger case,
是那個連環殺手卡爾文·迪爾 that of serial killer Calvin Diehl,
又名債務天使的殺害了 aka the Angel of Debt who has killed,
或如他所聲稱的「幫助有尊嚴的死去」 or as he claims, "Helped to die in dignity,"
自80年代起有50餘人 more than 50 people since the early 1980s.
他有每一個受害者的簽名 他稱為 He had each of his victims sign what he termed
「殺人許可」的表格 a "permission to kill" form
附在信上給親人 along with a letter to loved ones.
親愛的班，米雪 莉比和黛比 Dear Ben, Michelle, Libby and Debby.
我想你們不會收到這封信 I don't think this letter will ever reach you.
不過迪爾先生說他會暫時替我保管 But Mr. Diehl said he'd hold it for me.
我想這讓我好過些 And I guess that gives me some comfort.
你的祖父母總是告訴我說 「做一個有用的生命」 Your grandparents always told me, "Make a useful life."
我想我並沒有做到 但我可以做一個有用的死亡 I don't think I've really done that, but I can make a useful death.
我的生活碰到了這麼多的事故 My life has been determined so much by accidents.
現在看來不錯 故意的事故 It seems nice now that an accident on purpose
又讓事情回到正確的方向 will make things right again.
我希望大家原諒我 I hope you all forgive me.
自己保重 Take care of yourselves.
我知道黛安會保護你們的權利 I know Diane will do right by you.
我只是難過我看不到 I'm only sad I won't get to see
你們將成為多棒的人 the wonderful people you've become.
雖然我並不需要 Although I don't need to.
我確定是為我的孩子們這樣做 That's how sure I am of my kids.
狄翁札總是相信你會找到她 她確信這一點 Diondra was always sure you'd find her. She was sure of it.
狄翁札總是相信你會找到她 她確信這一點
我想她是對的 Guess she was right.
所以，你見過我的女兒 So you met my daughter.
嗯，嗯 Mmm-hmm.
我聽到了不同的事情 她… I've heard different things. Is she...
她像狄翁札？ 她壞嗎？ Is she like Diondra? Is she bad?
我不知道 I don't know.
一個少女如何應付真相 How does a girl deal with the fact
她知道她的媽媽是兇手？ that she knows her mother is a murderer?
她知道她的媽媽是兇手？
她不會消失很久 我能找到她 She can't disappear for long, I can find her.
因為我她不會入獄 She's not going to go to jail because of me.
你真的要放過她？ You'd really give her a pass?
我知道有些人 I know a little bit about people
想試著把事情做好卻完全搞砸了 trying to do the right thing and completely fucking up.
你是說我還是媽媽？ Are you talking about me or Mom?
我在說我 I'm talking about me.
你幾乎沒談及我們任一個 You could've been talking about any of us.
你幾乎沒談及我們任一個
28年來我一直閉上嘴，獨自忍受 28 years I've been shutting up and taking it.
28年來我一直保護一個沒見過面的小孩 28 years I've been protecting a kid that I never met.
讓殺你妹妹的人逍遙法外？ By leaving her with your sister's murderer?
我從來沒有說過我做了正確的事情 I never said I did the right thing,
但我做了一個選擇 我不得不忍受它 but I made a choice and I had to live with it.
是啊，我也不得不忍受 Yeah, I had to live with it, too.
但我希望有一些東西可以讓它更好 But I do wish there was something I could say to make it better.
沒有什麼可說的 There's nothing left to say.
你撒了謊。我撒了謊 You lied. I lied.
我們扯平了 We're even.
那我們呢？ What about us?
你不認識我，班 You don't know me, Ben.
你以為你知道的，但你不知道 You think you do, but you don't.
就像我不認識你 Just like I don't know you.
或媽媽，或黛比，還是米雪 Or Mom. Or Debby, or Michelle.
無論記憶中我有什麼美好的 Whatever sliver of a memory I had of them
隨著那晚他們的死也跟著逝去了 died with them that night.
我很生你的氣 I'm so angry at you.
但你還是我的兄弟 But you're still my brother.
你還是我的親人 You're still my blood.
我不會讓那晚發生的事 再來壓迫我的生活 I won't let what happened that night, drive my life anymore.
我只想過正常生活 I just want to be normal.
對不起 對不起，莉比，對不起 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Libby. I'm sorry.
你知道你說的那匹馬，耶魯？ You know that horse you were talking about, Yellow?
是啊，它怎麼樣？ Yeah, what about him?
我不懂 I don't get it.
為什麼是「耶魯」(黃色)？ Why Yellow?
我不知道。媽媽取的 I don't know. Mom named him.
它不像是黃色或其他的 It's not like he was a yellow horse or anything.
我猜她有許多秘密，是吧？ I guess she'll keep that secret with her, huh?
有許多其他的故事，莉比 There's a lot of other stories, Libby.
美麗的事 並不全是壞的 Beautiful ones. Wasn't all bad, you know.
我沒有直接上高速公路 I didn't get straight on the highway.
而是慢慢地開到曾屬於我們的農場 But slowly drove to where our farm had once been.
那個不安全的地方 依然屹立不搖 Still standing. That unsafe place.
這一大片的空間 是我母親拚命所換來的 That blanked-out space where my mother so desperately invited death.
或許班是對的 Maybe Ben was right.
並不全都是壞事 It wasn't all bad.
班在獄中學到了我來沒學到的東西 Ben learned something in his prison that I never learned in mine.
寬恕 Forgiveness.
我的媽媽告訴我們 做一個有用的生命 My mom told us to make a useful life.
沒啥重要 Nothing big.
沒啥宏偉 Nothing grand.
只是一個開始 Just a start.
最後 一個開始 Finally, a start.
翻譯：Chungching Hsu